Well, my user name says it all. I have been obsessed with diapers since I was a kid. Like, I remember when I was just six years old I fantasized about wearing diapers (I was also into scat, but I won't gross anyone out about those intense fantasies). I didn't know about sex or anything, all I knew was that thinking about diapers made me feel good, and when I touched myself, that also felt good.

When I hit puberty, my tastes become much more typical. This was before Internet, so I went the route that most teen boys went through: women in bikinis -> women in lingerie -> softcore porn mags -> hardcore porn movies. By the time I went to live by myself, I had a huge collection of hardcore and even bought a pack of women's panties to fap into. I thought my diaper fetish was long behind me.

Then I found lolicon. This is even more of a shame for me, I can't really talk about it much, just to say that at first I thought it was gross, til I found one girl that completely turned me over. I even cried a bit when I just could no longer resist the temptation since I knew I could never go back. But when I finally accepted it, I plunged right in - and became a full-fledged loli addict! My first thought was that, since I had been fapping into women's panties, I could probably celebrate my newfound fetish by swapping them with children's panties. But then my mind just went, "What about diapers?" And then suddenly, I'm like, "Oooooh, DIAPERS!! Oh yeah, that would hit the spot!" And now I'm right back to where I was when I was a kid. I bought a box, unfolded one and started rubbing it on me. And now I haven't jizzed without one since (it's actually a pretty efficient cum-catcher, since they're designed to absorb moisture).

I am not into scat anymore. It doesn't bother me like it does some people, but I can honesty say it doesn't turn me on. But diapers are the big one for me. My main fantasy is to look at pictures of little anime girls in diapers and fantasize about BEING the diaper, with the ability to lick, suck and fuck the kid. Sounds crazy, but it would be a lie to deny that I like it. But am I ashamed of it? Oh yeah, as erotic as these stories are, I would love to be able to get rid of all these things and have a normal brain.

Sir...this is a walgreens.

he can't afford a therapist

And I thought I had it bad... I have no right to judge but that last part really caught me off guard.

(I have the same fetish, minus the loli part)

I'd like to be a little loli's well worn panties clothing her bum for a week, other than that one um yeah I'd like for Star Trek's Holodeck to be real and explore a vast amount of loli fetishes. Cheers.

No, I just hate other people's fetishes.

not one I am ashamed off but LOVE lil panties

What classifies as lil panties? You talking kiddy panties that have like little designs on them or skimpy underwear that barely covers any of their privates? I'm partial to the 2nd one personally. I've already discussed my biggest fetishes here. Wet and messy and talking dirty about loli's with others. Adore mentioning pussy licking too

-Loli. shota and gang bang (no gore or BDSM of course). And yeah FBI would hate me more if I said I love to see their cute and innocence face on every art even if they got banged.

-Thigh high. While I don't care much about big boob or big butt but my fetish for thigh high and skirt/dress are insanely high.

-And a very weird fetish for all traditional costumes in real life converted into anime version with thicc thigh and short skirt/short dress (like Gothic costume, Qipao, AoDai, Kimono, hanbok, etc...). My obsession for thigh high is as much like this and I preferred to hide it from any other people in real life since they would likely to shun me for it.

- shota
- diapers (but no pee or scat)
- anal penetration through diapers
- little brother/big brother dynamics (I find myself grossed out thinking about actual brothers I have but love the art)