Rape is only fetish that I have that really makes me ashamed.
Especially scenarios where it's a lesbian getting gangraped...

That's one of the best rape scenarios.

Ashamed isn't quite the right word; I wouldn't boast about any of my fetishes in person, but to be fair I don't really talk about more or less "regular" porn in person either. Outside of mentioning Sasha Grey being hot or something.

Loli...i love it and I'm female

Shotacon. And starting to find myself more into SOME lolicon even though I'm gay. Though really even then I'm pretty much just into it if there's a boy there, too.

Definitely something I feel weird about but here we are.

Have other ones I'm open with some friends about, but not that.

I keep my fetishes to myself for the most part. Unless someone is into it, then I'll say yeah, that's something I like too... so I don't know if that counts as shame, or if I'm just trying to be considerate of others' sanity lol

I have been into wetting oneself since before I knew what sex even was... whether it's watching someone do so, or doing so myself. During sex makes it even hotter...
Loss of control, whether mental or physical, makes me go wild, which kinda leans into rape categories. But I'm not fond of genuine, full-on rape. I prefer it if the "victim" comes to enjoy it or something.

The worst ones lean into the gray edges of the law, or completely cross it.
Exhibitionism... public stuff basically. There was a video compilation on a porn site of dudes getting off in public. It was one of my favorites but a lot of the comments were bashing it. One of the clips, the guy actually got told on, a lady was like "Call the police, this man has his dick out."
Animals. I like differently-shaped genitalia (specifically dicks), particularly those of canines and equines. But I don't necessarily need it to be attached to an animal itself... Dragons are my favorite though because they're fantasy creatures and can have any dick shape you want to give them. XD

(I'm female, btw.)

I feel sorry for men who want to expose themselves and don't mean it threateningly because it's very difficult for them to do so without someone calling the cops on them. It's even worse if they're masturbating, they'll definitely be treated as a threat. As a woman I can get fully naked in public, even masturbate, and the chances of someone calling the cops are low. To be fair, I do have to worry about guys doing things to me sexually without asking me first, and that includes everything from touching me to having sex with me.

My main fetishes are lolis, exhibitionism and rape. I'm not ashamed of the loli or exhibitionism at all! However I feel bad about enjoying lolis being raped. I'm very aware that even the non-violent rapes I like seeing are traumatic to experience, but it's so damn hot seeing a loli forced to have sex. Things like them holding their hands out trying to push the guy away while he's cumming in them, laying with a broken expression post-rape, or being raped unknowingly in their sleep are all great. I don't have a rape fetish personally, I'm actually terrified of being raped, so there are times I feel _really_ guilty about enjoying such images.

As someone who had repressed sadism for most of his life, I can sympathize with you women. There's a very dark, vicious side of humanity responsible for all the wars and crimes in existence, and failure to come to terms with it results in a very black-and-white morality that deludes and further corrupts the laws of leaders.

Not saying you should act out your rape fantasies– that would be reckless, and torment many innocent souls... but once you have released all that guilt and self-abnegation, the bliss one feels for oneself is worth the endured anguish.

I'm starting to like lolis (the non oppai-loli kind), but only when they have thick thighs and big butts. You know, assets that would make Cardi B blush.

I don't feel too ashamed in liking them because, similar to what I said earlier before, an actual "curvy loli" is almost non-existant in real life. So it can be chalked up as a morally-questionable fantasy. Therefore, it's either relegated to 2D anime art and occasionally a 3D image or animation. Sure, there exist really short women with flat chests and thick thighs, but they're definitely on the older side of things, not so much a "loli" with crazy curves.

lol there are plenty of flat chested gurls with big bums what are you talking about? Some of them develop that way. Not every female human is endowed with squishy, voluptuous udders.