I'm starting to have some REAL regrets about my traumadumps to friendsPosted on: 02/03/25 07:14PM
Idk how most of you guys view me as, hopefully nothing too negative, but if I have to be honest with myself, I talk a lot of shit behind people's backs. I'm pretty sure some of my friends think my family are absolute morons with no dignity or common sense in sight. And I pretty much describe one of my friends as drunkard stoners with Adderall issues.
Come into to a discord call with him, this stupid mf blurts out hella loud on a speaker about how one of my family members lost Hundreds-thousands dollars from a scam and going off on that bullshit. Same thing similarly happened to another friend over dinner. Literally just went out and said "how's your dysfunctional ass family been, lately?"
Now I don't like my family (I could legit be here for a week typing to tell all the bullshit they've done and continue to still do and say to me). But fuck, I gotta stop bringing up garbage about my family. The fucking loser stoner drunkard friend who plays vidya is more of a loose cannon and doesn't know how to shut his fucking mouth to save his life, and the others can have some real slip-ups when it comes to saying shit.
Either way, it's a really bad habit I picked up after university. I basically socially engineered a goddamn soap opera drama for myself. Being a retarded adult fucking sucks.