You came to finish me off, right?
Cause my magecraft doesn't work with you.
It's very nice to have my last moment looked after by you,
Saber.
Shirou...
Why...
Why did you kill Kiritsugu and Kotomine!
Shirou!
--That's because
both of them loved me.
When you called yourself "Kotomine", maybe you were the only kind of rejoice I feel that is not others' misery...
Shirou.
Shirou-kun...
I could not become your life's hope, but you were my life's hope all along--
--You can't be serious,
for that reason only,
Saber,
I can't help it.
Like my foster father, Kirei, could feel happiness by other people's misery,
I, who was raised by him, also feel happiness when I see others' misfortune--
--Well, if it was like that, it would have been great.
I don't know where it went wrong...
It seems that I can feel happiness only when misfortune befalls myself.
That day, when everything turned into ashes, when I was rescued by chance, I felt like I'm not allowed to pursue happiness for some reason.
But since I am a human after all, I couldn't help seeking happiness.
--Then,
A happiness that befits me without any kind of regret.
A happiness that I knew I'm not supposed to want, but wanted anyway.
no one will be miserable--
A happiness that is ideal for Kotomine Shirou, that everyone understands it's for me.
Well, it's the method of elimination. I thought that was the way I would bother other people the least. --At first.
--I'm just a masochist, though.
There was no one who made me unhappy.
Suicide came to my mind before anything else.
But what I want is the unhappiness caused by others... With self-injury, there is some hesitation.
In the end, everyone is kind enough to love me.
Like Kirei.
and Kiritsugu-san.
And...
Do you like me?
Saber.
--Shirou, I...
When I knew how command spell works,
I tried to order you to not like me, and you were angry, right?
"Don't waste it with such a trifle," you said.
Don't be ridiculous.
There is no way I will have affection for someone like you.
Everyone I love will return the feeling no matter what.
That's the reason why I can't be happy.
--I'm glad to hear that.
Maybe I only want to be intoxicated with myself, but...
"No one loves me." That's the misery I want.
My only rejoice.
It's pretty hard to achieve, though.
But I feel pain when someone treats me as a dear one.
Because I don't need that kind of thing.
--I wanted the eyes that despise me.
Like his eyes when he saw me for the first time.
--He was no good for me after all, but Saber, you...
--Huh?
...Shirou,
Saber,
You're crying way too much.
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Anonymous commented at 2012-06-21 21:21:04 » #1098605
This looks pretty amazing but since I don't speak moon I am pretty lost.
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Anonymous commented at 2012-08-15 14:22:41 » #1139737
Translation added. Wow it's long but pretty good.
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Anonymous commented at 2012-10-30 16:36:13 » #1192746
This is amazing.
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